My life unexpected in every way

So I decided to write a blog!!! In fact it was suggested to me, by my amaze balls friend Loulou from work. She says that writing a blog, could just get me meeting the right man for me, a long with funny stories that I tell or say the crazy sh*t that I do. Yes I have my own language!

This all started on me having such bad luck with men for the majority of my life, yes I've been one unlucky sod when it comes to love!

Being a single woman in this day and age, sucks! (No puns intended!). I've tried all sorts of dating web sites, it would seem that most guys are only up for a shag. Take for instant POF, I was undated with messages from fellas, saying cor your stunning, fancy a shag or I get loads of pictures of their cocks!!! Some horrible, some nice! I've even been asked if I squirt or can I be someone's sex submissive slave. Now all of this may make me sound like a prude! Oh I'm no prude, talking about sex is one of my favorite subjects. But when your trying to meet a potential boyfriend, you men just look bloody desperate. I mean REALLY, come on fellas, if you just want a f**k, then go out down your local nightclub and pull a munter! Surely that's easier than writing a load of crap about yourself on a dating website in the hope of getting a shag! Some of us women, actually want to date and be taken seriously, some of women would like a normal-ish boyfriend.

I have no idea as to why I attract the knob jockeys that I do, take for instance Mr.MBM, who i went to school with, we recently got in touch, we went out on a few dates, I kept my distance with him, but I really did like him, I even started to fall for him as we had been dating about 4 months by then. But then he started to let me down with arrangements that we made, cancelling at the last minute. Which in my eyes isn't on, so I approached him and said his behavior wasn't on and I won't be treated like this, as I deserve better. He promised to make it up to me, 'drop flowers at my door' his words not mine (which he never did). He couldn't understand why I wouldn't talk to him and when I explained to him, that most fellas if they have messed up, would grovel to their girlfriends! Then it would go back to the happy times and lots of the 'how's ya father,' if you know what I mean. I will add that he let me down four times, in the time we were together! I'd given him the benefit of the doubt on two occasions, after that no chance.  So this behavior from him, went on for about 6/7 weeks, the lies, broken promises, you name it, he said it! I had enough, as he'd hurt me and enough is enough! I will add that I'm not perfect, far from it and being perfect is pure pants, as in I don't answer my phone or respond to texts straight away! Only because I'm either working, sleeping or I'm with my children. Plus in a way I'm too lazy at times to text back and prefer to actually talk to that person!  Then I see him on my bus with his so called ex and their child, I always knew that something wasn't right in our relationship and he proved it then when I saw, which I hadn't seen him since August 30th, two days after I'd been on holiday. That was two feckin months ago! Why do men feel they can behave this way?? Would someone please tell me? Cos I'm dammed if I know!

There has only ever been two men that I have totally loved with all my heart, they are Mr.TB (Callum's Dad) and Mr.JB, because I have never connected with a man, like I did with them. TO BE CONTINUED................................................